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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-11-08 08:12 pm

Tape Notes: "Psychobiology of Trauma," by Bessel A. van der Kolk

This tape (05-834-93) comes from the 5th east regional Conference on Abuse and Multiple Personality: Training and Treatment June 3-8, 1993 at the Radisson Hotel in Alexandria, VA. It was mercifully normal and boring! It is also not really my wheelhouse, so once I digitize it, I'm happy to give it to someone who'd appreciate it more; I know there are some van der Kolk fans on this blog. Let me know!

Also keep in mind I'm inking comics when I'm listening to these tapes, so my notes tend to be haphazard. When in doubt, assume the problem was me, not the speaker!

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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-11-08 07:59 pm
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Leslie Feinberg and 'Safe Space'

Rogan: We found a copy of Leslie Feinberg's 1996 book, Transgender Warriors: making history from Joan of Arc to Dennis Rodman, in a free box. (It's still in print, miraculously!) If you desperately need a book where all sorts of genderful people are exhorted to unite in joyful coalition, then this is the book for you! But that's not what this post is about. This post is specifically about what Feinberg says about safe space, which I want to make required reading for everyone these days.

There are no safe identities, only safe behavior. )
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Nevanna ([personal profile] nevanna) wrote2025-11-06 09:48 pm
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Throwback Thursday, Fandom Edition: "X-Men: Evo Questions," Revisited

I shared some of my early reactions to X-Men: Evolution, from when I was a teenager still trying - in all probability - to pretend that I was too cool for this show.

If I had the time and energy, I would try to answer some of the questions on the list, with the hindsight of nearly 25 years and many repeat viewings, all of which were on purpose.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-11-05 03:46 pm

Gay Genders

Mori: Okay, so, when we came of age, queerwise, there was this idea that trans people and gay people were two very different groups of people. Sure, maybe in those ignorant old days, the two were conflated, but that was wrong and now we are enlightened and know these are two totally different things (and also maybe we should not trust each other or affiliate with each other because trannies will make the gays look bad and cisgays are all privileged dipshits or whatever). This blog shows that history; "queerness" and "trans" are totally different tags because when we started using them, they were TREATED as completely different things.

But as we've been reading our older queer books, we're realizing that this plain isn't true! Gay people were gendering ALL OVER THE PLACE, and homogenizing them into "cis gay" ranges from misleading to outright insulting.

We are still fucking sick, so we're sticking with posting notes from the stuff we've read. Even we can't mess that up too bad!

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Nevanna ([personal profile] nevanna) wrote2025-11-04 10:01 pm

Tuesday Top Five: "When you're with the X-Men, you're never alone."

The first episode of X-Men: Evolution aired 25 years ago today. I didn’t watch any of the show until several months later, and my love for these versions of the characters snuck up on me. However, to this day, although I haven’t (and can’t) run the numbers, I’ve probably written more fanfic for XME than for any other media. Here are five of the episodes from which I’ve taken the most inspiration over the years.

Spoilers for a somewhat old show, but some people who read my entries have yet to watch it. )

I will warn you now that this will not be the last time that I talk about XME during November, because it is just that important to me.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-11-04 08:14 am
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Sickblogging

Mori: me, Rogan, and Sneak are still sick and contagious, but we are gonna mask up and drag our plague-ridden carcass out to vote because fuck the dickwigglers. Let’s see how exhausted that distance makes us!

We have also been sick long enough now that we are getting strategic about our nose blows and are converting our third bandanna into a work of Jackson Pollock art. If I converted the pattern into monochrome and did it over in nice ink, who would know?
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-11-03 09:51 pm
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2025 November Fan Poll

Hey everybody, it's that time again: time to vote for which stuff gets the LiberaPay/Patreon money this month!

As always, anyone can vote (please do!), but LiberaPay and Patreon patrons get double weight for their votes.  (Due to Patreon's porn purges, I really encourage you to use LiberaPay, if you get a choice.) If you want to see the blurbs for any of these works, those are here!  (You can also leave your requests there; requesting a story or essay is always free!) If you don't have a DW and so can't do the poll, that's okay; just leave your vote in the comments below; anon comments are turned on.

Which works gets the money, and thus posted this month?  YOU CHOOSE, readers!
Poll #33797 2025 November Fan Poll
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 24


Did you toss LiberaPay/Patreon money my way last month?

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Yes (my votes count double)
5 (100.0%)

What writing gets posted this month?

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Infinity Smashed: Born Lucky
4 (16.7%)

Reverend Alpert: the Traveling Exorcist
3 (12.5%)

Henchwench for Hire (F/F supervillainy)
1 (4.2%)

Rutless (trans omegaverse porno)
2 (8.3%)

Many-Selved Family Portraiture
13 (54.2%)

Anatomy of a Dance (essay)
14 (58.3%)

The Boy Whose Heart Is Home (teen hardship)
3 (12.5%)

The Battleaxe and the Blood-Eater (pseudo Greco-Roman gladiators)
1 (4.2%)

two apocalyptic micro-stories
1 (4.2%)

What art/comic/zine gets posted this month?

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Cult Comix
4 (18.2%)

Death Watch
6 (27.3%)

How it Was, How It Is
9 (40.9%)

Freight Train Flirting
8 (36.4%)

Old Man Yaoi
6 (27.3%)

Cult Comix
2 (9.1%)

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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-11-02 09:13 am
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Poll and Patreon Stuff Delayed

Had extremely busy weekend, then woke up sick. Will do usual poll and stuff when better. Thanks for patience.

*goes back to chugging tea and eating raw onion with honey* 
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Nevanna ([personal profile] nevanna) wrote2025-10-30 09:40 pm

Throwback Thursday, Fandom Edition: "I could see we were on the verge of a mystery."

I shared part of a story that I wrote in fourth grade, which was inspired by both The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde and... The Baby-Sitters Club. Yes, really.
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-10-30 09:24 pm

Boston-area Kitchen Clean-Outs

Mori: So. Nobody's getting food stamps next month. And I needed to take a day to just... scream into my pillow and rant about the nature of evil, but it's cool! I'm better now! And I'm doing something about it! Maybe I could do something... FOR YOU!

See, we've discovered that we are a really good courier when it comes to getting stuff into free boxes! We've also discovered that we are good at helping people clean out their kitchens (and other rooms, but right now, food is the important thing). We've helped people do this and can give references!

So: is your kitchen full of herbs, spices, teas, drinks, or food that you are never going to get to? (Teas and herbs/spices are SO useful to people, and so often forgotten!) Does looking into your cabinets stress you out? We can help with that! We can help clean out your kitchen, disappear the bad stuff into the compost, and transport the good stuff to local free pantries so that hungry people can eat it! You get cupboard space, your neighbors get fed, I get to prove to myself the government can't break my spirit, and everyone wins!

This is an open offer for the general Boston area, but because we are a pedestrian and stuff like canned goods are heavy, we are most useful in the Arlington, Cambridge, Medford, and Somerville areas. We will be limited in how much we can carry, but we have two VERY sturdy 20 liter backpacks, a tote bag, and a heart filled with determination and spite.

Help us feed our neighbors! Spread the word to anyone around who might find this useful!

(I don't require pay for this. It is free, because I am MAD.)
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lb_lee ([personal profile] lb_lee) wrote2025-10-29 10:41 pm

Comic: So Wiggly, So Fluffy (2024)

This was the winner of the fan poll for this month! Images behind cut.

Sneak just wants to pet zer headmate. Why won't Rawlin let zer??? )
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Nevanna ([personal profile] nevanna) wrote2025-10-28 11:28 pm
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Tuesday Top Five: Ghosts With The Most

In the lead-up to Halloween last year, I listed my five most formative books about vampires and witches. This year, I'm sharing five ghost stories that made an impression on me as a young reader.

1. Ghosts I Have Been (1977) by Richard Peck

In a Midwestern town in the early 20th century, teenage Blossom Culp learns that she has psychic abilities that allow her to communicate with spirits and see through time… which leads to an astral journey to the Titanic on the night that it sinks.

Ghosts I Have Been is the second installment in a four-book series and the first one from Blossom’s point of view. She’s a fantastic narrator, and definitely appealed to me as a social misfit who desperately wished for supernatural powers. The supporting characters are also very memorable, and the sequence on the Titanic is a sad and eerie lynchpin for the story even though it only takes place over a chapter or two.

2. Behind the Attic Wall (1983) by Sylvia Cassedy

Sent to live with her strict great-aunts, troubled orphan Maggie discovers unlikely companions in a forgotten room in their sprawling old house.

I’ve referenced [personal profile] rachelmanija’s book reviews in more than one previous TT5 entry. After criticizing the more uncomfortable elements of Behind the Attic Wall, she asked if any readers liked the book better than she did. I admit to being one of those readers, which may say as much about me, and my own memories of having been "impossible to handle" as a child (despite having two loving parents), as it does about Cassedy's writing choices. Although I understand and even agree with some of Rachel's criticisms (I also got tired of the “Backwoods Girls” sequences very quickly), I was able to empathize with Maggie and to understand, at least to a degree, why the haunted dolls – with all their eccentricities – provided some comfort simply by allowing her to be herself.

3. The Dollhouse Murders (1983) by Betty Ren Wright

And speaking of haunted dolls…

Amy is delighted to discover a hidden dollhouse that is a perfect replica of the house where she’s staying, but increasingly frightened when the dolls appear to be re-enacting horrifying scenes from her family’s past.

I loved dollhouses when I was younger. I was lucky to have more than one (mostly thanks to hand-me-downs and yard sales), and some of my most elaborate imaginative games played out within their walls. A story about a supernatural dollhouse sat perfectly at the intersection of two of my interests. Although your mileage may vary on how well a book written in the 80s portrays Amy’s developmentally disabled sister, I also liked how the ghostly drama meshed with the past and present challenges affecting her family.

4. Wait Till Helen Comes (1986) by Mary Downing Hahn

Twelve-year-old Molly can’t help but resent her emotionally volatile younger stepsister, but when Heather befriends the ghost of a little girl who is buried in the graveyard near their new home, Molly suspects that Heather’s life might be in danger.

As with The Dollhouse Murders, the supernatural elements of Wait Till Helen Comes intertwine with and ultimately help to resolve conflicts within a family – including the relationship between sisters who have a hard time understanding each other – by bringing long-unspoken traumas to light. Helen, the ghost, is both frighteningly manipulative and undeniably tragic, and Molly is very sympathetic in her attempts to be understood and believed. This was the first of Hahn’s ghost stories that I read, and still my favorite.

5. The Ghost in the Third Row (1987) by Bruce Coville

During auditions for a community theater project, Nina sees the specter of an actress who has apparently haunted the theater for years. When a series of alarming incidents threaten the production, Nina and her new friend and castmate, Chris, work together to determine whether a human or ghostly presence can be blamed for the sabotage.

Of the five books on this list, The Ghost in the Third Row adheres the most to the beats of a detective story, leading the reader through clues, suspects, and perilous mishaps that all point to a revelatory confrontation. I love the loyal female friendship at the center of the story, the other characters involved in the theatrical production are also vividly drawn, and the final scene is sentimental but not cheap. Coville wrote two sequels to this book, but I think it stands perfectly well on its own.

What are some of your favorite literary hauntings, either from your childhood or more recently?